i need to let it out
i am going to TRY to blog everyday on how i am getting stronger from this breakup.
Today, was DAY 1.
Woke up at 6am.. cried till i had to go to my intern job at my Vet Office @ 9. That is where i am proud of my self. I got up got dressed and drove there to do my job, despite the pain i was in. I did end up having to leave because i felt guilty only giving them half of me and not all.
Went home. cried. Then went to target to get some stuff. Love that place, so many distractions. I bought a BIBLE, i am going to read the word of God every day, i have hope and my faith in him.
Went to Crackle Barrel with my best friend Taylor, i can’t eat much though, i have a continuos nausea feeling. She has such good advice. She’s a strong person. Cried, a little.
Came home and did some homework then went to Yoga.
All day i thought about him, our memories, his touch, smell, everything. I long for those things with my whole being and the pain is unbearable. I will get through this though it will make me stronger and hopefully he will figure out himself so we can both be happy once again, i just pray that is soon.
But i can’t keep thinking he’s going to come back, because if he doesn’t i will just have to relive all of the pain. I don’t consider my self pathetic for still loving him, he was my best friend and no one will understand what he meant to me.
If you have any words of wisdom or advice to help me during this difficult time fill free to respond.
Love, Megan.
